Thursday, January 20, 2011

Frustrated, Irritated , Agitated!

In spite of having a great last week, something keeps creeping up on me every time. Friends say that its just the way i am  looking at things  that is causing problems, but I believe things are really different when you really go through what i am!


REASON 1----
College! Even though "I'LL HAVE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS" fever is kinda dead, cause my class is the same , college is a real chore. I never seem to like the initial days of college. They seriously suck! and after a nice time out of town, it actually feels boring to get back to 'study - sleep' routine since the good flushes of 
holiday-times keep hovering all over your head! I can't try to do math or study Quantum physics when fun memories of the past keep coming into my brains and get me carried away (i can't do any of these even when i am in a ' let's study ' mood, so doing these in such a high is next to impossible!). 




REASON 2----
"Construction Construction!!!"
After a hefty long time in college one at least tries to find peace at home.Sad.I am snatched from liberty of enjoying this facility.Ghrrrr...!voinggg...! dust dust and more of dust.Every nook and corner of the house is covered in pyramids of dust.It looks as if my house has just been discovered after a sand storm!.I mean where does one go if every room in the house has become a construction site. Sparing the toilet every room in my house,yes also the kitchen is being refurbished.I mean you don't expect me to be locked up in  my toilet all the time! yes one could use it if gets tooo much!!


REASON 3----
MA FAMILLE
Yes my family the great!! Root cause of all irritation! I love them but it gets a tad too much some times.Great Tales of Sibling Wrestling is well known in my family.All of us have been inheriting self-defence (For the wrong i must admit!) skills through ages.No argument in the house goes without at least one of us initializing a blow or a foul word. Every fight is a much more thrilling than the WWE wrestle.Nobody in the family is alike. We all come from different jungles in the amazon.We all have Egos, and all of us have self-righteousness values!


REASON 4----
I always tend to give too much importance to people who usually don't deserve even an inch of it.It gets painfully bad when the person you have been giving attention all along , thinks of you as if you never existed!?
People usually mistake the above written lines to be of some Romantic Endeavor of mine, but much to your dismay its not like that at all ! It can be that you miss your dear ones, friends staying far away from you, you text them daily, call them, but they never bother or care enough to show concern to the genuine efforts of love that you  have been showing. Its the worst brunt of all. You wait to see if they miss you as much as you miss them, but you get no response adding to your agitation as to why the hell??




Certain reasons cannot be enlisted due healthy purposes of the blog!! but  I hope it gives you a fair idea as to how i am managing and juggling all of this!
Till then hope the 'one out there' gives you strength and me too!!